Shall tell you some great stories about her another time (Im 3 hours ahead off you so Im going to sleep!)
and she definitly was full of life. She tried to hang on the last days of her life, because she wanted to be there for me while she was totally exhausted and clinged to life for me...still breaks my heart to think about that. I tried to make the last days of her life the best.. she was so sweet. ..damn (lump in my throat again)