*There are two ways to live with Beauty:
1. Human's wholeheartedly dealing with Badness
2. God's Help
*Like any young pretty intelligent chicks of the world I'd got a lot of courters go goo me before, only that I could see clearly what they lacked (the wholeheart-factor) and so I of course refused all, including a few nicest boys this country can produce then. In a better level maybe coming from Ode's definition half-way beauty hasn't been yet to be counted as beauty and that fortunately had been my standard since four, maybe fourteen... Turns out the merit of such doing which was very wholeheartedly is exactly what has helped me to gain the other greater factor unknowingly, hehe... and That is the reason of my being. When I recogize it is secondary, the primary must be I Got It (Eureka-Light In).
And I swear to God that the Net top-people have known of my project to set up beauty here since 2005. It's still on and so far so good, I believe. (Light On)