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"When I look back on my life, it's not that I don't want to see things exactly as they happened,"It's just that I prefer to remember them in an artistic way. And truthfully, the lie of it all is much more honest, because I invented it.

Everyone likes to see the world in a different way, but not me, I look out for my surroundings, I pay attention to everything even when people think I am not paying attention, THEIR WRONG!

We've all been through a psychological time. and so have I. I've been hit in the face, I've been kicked in the stomach with steeled toed boots, I've also been arrested and put on probation, I thank God that I have survived all those hard times. Clinical psychology tells us arguably that Trauma is the ultimate killer. Memories are not recycled like atoms and particles and Quantum physics, they can be lost forever.

" It's like my past is an unfinished painting, and as an fashion artist of that painting, I must fill in all the ugly holes, and make it beautiful again. "It's not that I've been dishonest, "It's just that I loathe reality."

For example, when I look at a guy in the gym locker room when he's taking off his shirt and getting undressed, it's hard to look away, and the guy standing right next to me knows I am staring him down hard. He just pretends to act like he doesn't know it, so his friends that are straight don't know he's got something hiding when he gets home.

The guy that I eye everyday hangs around his boyfriends every single day at the lunch line, they all dress the same, and have the same hairstyle. but that's just the way 2011 works. But as for me, I like to wear my hair a different way, my hair is usually twirled into an ice cream cone because I was told that's the way the guy I like, likes it. That's what makes me different from all the other people in high school, I'm odd, I'm different, and I'm a mystery no one can solve, and when the guy is not not around his friends, he walks pass by me at the table, me and my friends sit at, and put his hands on my hair, and strokes his fingers through my thick, wavy shiny hair, which I think is very romantic. You see that Arabic guy over there that just dropped his money on the floor, he's got a great ass............... BAM!

But when he's back with his boys again, he acts like I don't know who I am, and I know he likes me, because when my girlfriend hits me up on my cell, she says "All that boy ever talks about when he's hanging over at my house, he talks about, how Israel is so cool, pretty, fashionable, sexy, and a lot more what I do on my pictures, not only that, that's all he ever brings up is my name when he's over at my friends house"! And I think that he will fall in love with me more and crack out of his shell when my Future fashion is very popular next Spring.

This is only the beginning of new fashion era, this painting you see of me, its not finished, there is still thousands of more pictures to go before I die, and I am not going anywhere anytime soon!

This is November unfinished fall fashion

Friday November 25, 2011
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Nov 26 2011 06:27 GMT Wildspirit PRO
Courage, my friend, you are an original artist. Keep up your work.
Nov 26 2011 07:11 GMT saffi9
great work and very honest
Nov 26 2011 08:47 GMT wijnie58
Great work..!!
Nov 26 2011 10:41 GMT clintonfolks
wonderful work. wonderful collage...
Nov 26 2011 19:48 GMT fashionmonster94
Thank you Jim, and a little help from my friend that inspires me, Lady Gaga :)
Nov 26 2011 19:48 GMT fashionmonster94
Thanks Saffi :)
Nov 26 2011 19:49 GMT fashionmonster94
Thank you very much Wijnie :)
Nov 26 2011 19:49 GMT fashionmonster94
Glad you liked it :)
Nov 26 2011 20:54 GMT Pea2007
Awesome.
Nov 26 2011 22:55 GMT Studio88
AAA+ - Awesome ;-)
Nov 27 2011 00:25 GMT fashionmonster94
Thanks Pete :)
Nov 27 2011 00:26 GMT fashionmonster94
Thanks for the Triple A's Studio, I am pleased you like it :)
Nov 27 2011 01:44 GMT fashionmonster94
Thank you Joe :)
Nov 27 2011 11:31 GMT julie13
Well done for not bowing to peer pressure. As a Goth I always admire people who are not afraid to be who they are instead of hiding their individuality just to fit in. My teenage daughter Vikki calls them Plastics, people who mould themselves on others just to part of the click. Nice artwork with this,
Nov 27 2011 16:16 GMT fashionmonster94
Thank you Julie, I use to be afraid to hide myself from others long time ago, but when I started my freshman year in 09, things slowly started to fade away, and I realized I found myself, and my true friends, today I am Junior, and we have those type of plastics who hang around in a certain spot in the hallways, the guy I like is one of them, I just hope if he turns out to like me, he changes his ways!
Nov 28 2011 07:02 GMT sini
Nice collage!:)
Nov 28 2011 14:54 GMT whiteMusk
very well ...keep going your way
Nov 28 2011 21:03 GMT fashionmonster94
Thank you very much Sini :)
Nov 28 2011 21:04 GMT fashionmonster94
Thank you W.M it may seem easy, but when your in my shoes it's a very difficult time for me, that's why I wrote this story and it turned out great :)
Dec 14 2011 00:25 GMT losp
Honest telling of one's experience .. THANKS ..
One can become what one thinks .. Be most
positive and yourself .. Best wishes in your hunt
for talents, happiness and career success.
Excellent collage for wonderful story-telling !
Dec 16 2011 01:42 GMT fashionmonster94
Thank you, everyone seems to be impressed with this one, the story was easy to write but my life is not always easy, thank you once again :)

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