Coocki's Fotothing

I was pregnant...
I went to the docter fully expecting to hear the sound of my baby's heart beating, and instead, the room echoed only silence.
There are no words that can come close to explaining the emptiness that suddenly rushes in where just moments before there was only joy. I just had one question in my mind: “What happened? What happened to my baby?”
Early pregnancy loss is a difficult, painful loss and requires a lot of hard work to get through the emotional roller coaster.
Very rarely are there any real answers as to why the baby’s heart stopped beating, and that adds to the grief and pain of loss. We want answers, and we expect answers, but the fact is that often there are no answers to be found...

That's why i want to share a little poem with you my FT-friends:

We'll hold you in heaven, little Angel.

From the very beginning we loved you,
As we made plans to hold you and rock you:
You were tiny and helpless as you lay in my womb,
But something went wrong and soon you were gone;
My young heart is broken, my tears fall like rain,
I'd never known such heartache and pain.
I wonder who you look like, me or your dad,
Do you have my smile and his eyes?
Would you have been big and tall or tiny and small?
We had dreams for you that reached to the skies.
We still miss you so...
Thanks to Jesus, we'll see you in heaven.
We'll hold you in heaven someday,
When our trials on earth pass away;
The angels have rocked you, the Father watches over you,
We know you're waiting for us;
We never could hold you or tell you "Goodbye",
But we'll hold you in heaven someday.

Isabelle, David and Slim

I hope that the sun will shine soon...again...