Don't worry, Hanek............the older you get the more you forget. At least that is what happens in my brains!
But the death of loved ones are unforgettable....you are right. After long years, you still remember, but it doesn't hurt so much anymore.
I can still cry over the death of my son however ( he died 6 years ago) It makes me angry, why did he have to suffer so much.........and as a mother you are helpless........cancer is in many cases murdering!
Well, let's enjoy the good moments of the present.........the future is hidden behind a veil.........